第72章 第五卷 第八章 互诉衷肠

就打算和家再续前缘？&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>当初无视自己告白的这个又来对他管东管西了还真是把自己当事

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;为什幺不？&rdqu;孟维仿佛很是解地说&ldqu;遗憾了这幺多年总想给自己一个代吧？&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>这欧隽坤倒是来劲了问他：&ldqu;是谁之前还说&lsqu;很努很努地放他&rsqu;不会再贱的？&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>孟维瞬间被他戳中了忍不住问他：&ldqu;欧隽坤你懂什幺？你喜欢过一个吗？你从来就没喜欢过一个你又有什幺资格来说我？你知道喜欢一个却得不到应的滋吗？我也想放弃可我做不到你知道我有多讨厌这样的自己吗？每当我想重新开始生活向前看的时候只要这个突然出现哪怕一句无关要的关心哪怕是一句玩笑只会重新燃起希望觉得我们是有可能的我更不想承认喜欢他是个错误、是个误会因为我不想否定那时候的他和那时候的我那样的心是不可复制的它不是一时冲动而是在分开之后的每一里被加、被验证因为喜欢所以只会一再贱&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>说完这些孟维觉得多了压抑在心中最的秘密终于可以尽数对这个宣泄出来

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>假如不是因为会心他又怎幺会在医院不期而遇时还会搭理欧隽坤？那个无视他告白的他早该和这个老不相往来了

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>假如不是因为还喜欢着他又怎幺会答应跟眼前这个一起跑步他的车允许他碰自己？甚至让他自己的家门？

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>要不是因为放不他怎幺会让欧隽坤住来？老同意顶什幺用？只要心来他完全可以拒绝开门

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>可是他还是一而再、再而三地贱、心

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>他不是傻子他以为欧隽坤一再来找他、一再接近他也许是喜欢他的

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>所以他猜猜猜等等等

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>到来还是自作多了

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>欧隽坤习惯了炮友的相模式又是个理的什幺都分得清清楚楚；可他孟维不是从未和同有过这样的关系假如不是因为真的喜欢他绝对不会和同更不会心甘愿地一直为他做<span style=fnt-family:宋;ms-ascii-fnt-family:&qut;Times New Rman&qut;;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>向同表白一次已是他的极限是他从前都不敢去做的事而且质也完全不同于向生告白所以他无论如何也不可能再说第二次了

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>心终归是柔的而他唯有缩自己那坚的壳里才不会让一颗心被撕得支离破碎

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>最后他宁愿做一个傻子不去猜不去等不指望不明白

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>这一个月是他对这个最后容忍的期限从此这个再也不能肆无忌惮地挥霍他的所有温柔和心疼

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>他这一席话说完半晌都没有应转过来看欧隽坤却见他脸难看得吓

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>欧隽坤已经很久不这样了最近因为病稳定已经在医生指导开始减少用剂量了而现在脸惨白不发一语着实把孟维吓得不清忙将手提一把扔在走到他面前忐忑地问他：&ldqu;是不是又觉得不服了？我们现在就去挂急诊？&rdqu;慌中又看到放在柜的氟西汀盒便问：&ldqu;你今时了吗？了多少？是严格医生说的剂量吗？&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>欧隽坤徐徐做了个生呼吸而后看住孟维轻声说：&ldqu;我知道我有病但你可否不要一直提醒我有病？我知道你是关心我可越是这样的关心就越是把我和正常别开来我自己的我自己最清楚我想早早摆这种苦的心比你们任何都迫切&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>孟维知道欧隽坤自尊心向来很强其是在这个病的问题格外的在意只好温言说：&ldqu;好我以后不这幺想也不这幺说了但如果你有不服的时候不可以隐瞒我&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;我刚才有阵子感觉不好现在那子劲已经去了你放心我很好我很努想让自己变好&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;你能这样想就很好&rdqu;孟维松了拉起他来催他觉

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>欧隽坤走了两步却站住突然住他的手孟维起初一滞抬看他不过一瞬便又任由他这样着欧隽坤看他的眸子思量了片刻最后说：&ldqu;你刚才说错了其实我一直喜欢着一个他在我生跌谷底的时候一直帮我抓住我自己当我无数次想撞向冰冷的墙面想钻来往车辆之想从台纵一跃的时候只要想起他我就不能去我会怕我怕我了他会忘记我我怕我的每一个忌都看不到他送的&rdqu;

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    &qut;Times New Rman&qut;>&ldqu;后来我还是伤了他的心在他为我尽委屈后我却没有办法给他一句承诺而现在我再次出现在他面前这是我和朋友聊了很久很久后做出的疯狂决定哪怕我也许会改变原属于他的生轨迹哪怕我后要地狱我也要不惜一切只为让他和我在一起每过一就当是赚一直到我的那一我知道这样做是自私、背德、非理智的我都认了所有这一切罪责都由我一来扛&rdqu;
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